I hear the flick of the gravel between
sleeping and waking. When do they sleep.
Awake, I sit in a circle of lamplight, cross-legged
to watch them in their night-time tank.
Hair tied back, loose side pieces
trail my cheek – soft, like my fingers
touching the plastic. Waggling, waving to two fish
who dart suspicious, panicked.
I imagine cool amphibious hearts racing.
In the light they’re burnt orange.
I smell burning, imagine drops of dark amber
melting into fishlike shapes
cooling into something smooth.
The fish glitter, my greed takes over.
Can I melt them down into liquid gold and mould them
into fat coins that feel safe in my pocket.
I dip my hand into the cold bacterial water.
The surface trembles as
they graze gravel and brush
my fingers, slimy. Slimy like the inside of my mind.
I take my hand out of the water and
it’s like I can’t breathe.
I stand, with a dripping hand and undress.
A droplet of tank water falls between my breasts.
I pull down my trousers, my underwear to my ankles.
I step out of them. It’s time to join the fish, headfirst.
Tuesday, 27 October 2009
Goldfish
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